Excuse me, while I mend my broken heart.

Yes, it's quite true...I will be having a relationship with Ben & Jerry tonight.
& Miss. Mariah is now "Single."
It's quite a funny thing for this to come out of my mouth, saying i'm single and all, they say your first true love is your strongest...oh believe me, it's true.
We feel in love fast, and lasted exactly 19 months, today.

Let me assure you that this was not a bad break up, no screaming, yelling, "I hate you's. Get out of my life!" Oh no, totally opposite.
This was a good break up. A nice talk at the park, a lone, with lots of hugs....& even a kiss.
I cried through the whole talk, which is expected of course...don't even ask about the drive back home, oh gosh.

This happened because we are both moving on, he will be attending SUU and I will be going 2,000 miles away to Portland.
We are both brokenhearted, but okay, and still best friends. (We're even talking as we speak.)
Time will heal.

Amazing things are coming both our ways.

Yes it's true, I still love him, which I think will never change.

But we both are spreading our wings and are ready to fly.
But this time, solo.

But for now...Where's my Ben & Jerry's?!....pass a tissue, please?