I am so damn tired of being known as a "Goodie-Girl" all the time and being disrespected for it. So what I'm a good girl, is that such a bad thing?
"OoOoO Mariah cussed, OMFG!"
Seriously? Shut up and get a life.
I don't think anyone knows how upsetting it is to me when they say "Just say a bad word, just say it!" I'm not a dog, okay? I'm not going to bark when you tell me to bark either.
Guess what?! Once upon a time I use to have a sailor's mouth, you all think i'm "immature" for not swearing when in reality, i'm the one that has grown up!
I swear when I feel it is somewhat necessary.
I also hate the fact that people don't like that I won't try drinking or smoking weed.
You wanna know something else? I pretty much have a fear of getting drunk and high, I am scared to death of how I may act. I'm scared to death of humiliating myself in front of others. & I honestly can live my life just fine without that shit in my body no matter how "organic" it is.
I do smoke hookah from time to time, and a flavored cigar (On very rare occasions) .
Lets all say it at once now "Omg Mariah would do that?!"
Ohhhh and get this...people get on me for not drinking and such but when I smoke hookah some of them look at me like a freakin' freak show.
So if someone can give me a true explanation as to why it is so bad and so immature for me to not have a sailors mouth, smoke weed, drink, or flat out be a rebel then I would be shocked, really.
Is it going to make your life any better to antagonize me or others of doing these actions that we clearly don't want to do? So go ahead, cuss, smoke, and drink all you want, I honestly don't give a damn, party it uppppp. But when it comes to my life, i'll deal with it how I please. I have my personal standards, thank so much.
I know some of you may be taken off by how this post may sound, but seriously?
I've held it in long enough. So what if I'm a good girl? So what if I respect myself and others? All I want is respect in return.
Good for you Mariah... Stay true to who you are. As I saw a quote one time "be yourself everyone else is taken"
ReplyDeleteIf people put you down for who you are then you don't need those people in your life... seriously. You should surround yourself with people who love you and accept you for who you are. I think they make fun of you because it make them reflect upon themselves that they aren't making the best decisions. Keep your head up!!
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ReplyDeleteThe more I get to know you the more awesome you are Mariah!
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ReplyDeleteI really loved this post because it reminds me of how I feel time to time.
I'm also a "goodiegood" and when I was in Highschool people used to tease me for it...
And you know what I realized (and still think of to this day)?
I'm so happy with who I am. I have many quirks and I'm probably really weird too, but I'm happy and that's all that matters.
Just stick with the people who make you feel happy and who love you just the way you are!
Don't worry about those who put you down or whatever, because they just aren't worth it! You'll find great people who embrace your "goodygood" personality and that's what counts!
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